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Tracing Circles

by Ven-Wede

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I am just a man with all these basic flaws and if you were to pick one out at random... Ever since a day at the turn of March I always knew I'd find a girl to suit me/ With experience, I've mapped my own road/ and with a flash, her mind's my own I am torn between/ Instability and control/ With one destroys the other/ In his mind I find my own/ If I take you where you want to go/ Then will you take me Will you take me wherever you want to go/ Ever since a day at the turn of March I always knew I'd find a girl to suit me/ With experience, I've mapped my own road/ and with a flash, her mind's my own Time is only what you feel/ So don't use it to excuse yourself/ From this mess/ That you have made/ It can't be saved/ It's too late to say/ Time is all you need to heal/ Ever since a day at the turn of March You've been acting a little distant/ You always were the fire in my eye/ and I concentrate to keep you mine
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I feel that somewhere, wherever I am He's always there/ He always watches, with an outward stare He's all I care/ I've reached a point where I know no longer/ I'd pack up and leave you now, if only I were stronger/ The master feeds his apprentice with knowledge he can put to good use/ Simple trade secrets can be so hurtful if abused/ She takes the very breath of the wind and runs its course/ She watches from the safety of a hole known only to her/ I can't shake the feeling that she knows me better than I/ I soak up the feelings that leak out before I run dry/ She takes the very breath of the wind and runs its course/ She watches from the safety of a hole known only to her/ I've reached a point where I know no longer/ I'd pack up and leave you now, if only I were stronger/ Lift us from mere flesh and blood and treat us as the same/ Tearing us apart is impossible our mutuality's an open flame/ In an altered state of consciousness my sins are washed ashore by the waves/ And with your hands sing a silent prayer and dedicate it to your fiancee/ I've reached a point where I know no longer/ I'd pack up and leave you now, if only I were stronger/
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Lead me down this path you've found With sincere promises to pull me 'round/ If I could find my own way I wouldn't even be here at all/ Every day's just more of the same/ And I feel we're getting nowhere/ Time slows and every minute of blame/ Is just another minute I could be spending somewhere else/ His fire/ Her poison/ Leak desire/ Plug the hole/ Take a bow/ Run them all/ Trace a circle/ Crowd applauds/ [X2] It makes him sad to know that everyone he loves including her has kept him guessing/ One without details is but an outline/ a little thin moment of stagnant character/ When everything/ Seems to be lost/ Check the time/ And count the cost/ Don't cover up/ And connect the dots/ 'Til you find/ The way across/ So I choose to walk away coz every sound that I hear coming from you is not so profound/ That if I couldn't find my own way I would follow you in blind faith/ Every day's just more of the same/ And I feel we're getting nowhere/ Time slows and every minute of blame/ Is just another minute I could be spending somewhere else/ With each falling grain
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Stick a pin into my heart/ Bleed out all the dark/ Carry each piece into the wind/ Just stitch me up before I fall apart/ I'll follow you to the end if you/ Promise to put me back together again/ Everything is changing for the better/ Yet you always seem to be the same/ Speak to me and let your words assail my thoughts/ But it's not like I really have a choice/ Wrap your voice around a pale shadow that/ Keeps me but a speck in the frost continuum/ I take some time to chill/ Under a blanket of ice I'm still/ Catch the snow with your hands/ I pray I'm not the first you've killed/ I'll follow you to the end if you/ Promise to put me back together again/ Everything is changing for the better/ Yet you always seem to be the same/ Speak to me and let your words assail my thoughts/ But it's not like I really have a choice/ Wrap your voice around a pale shadow that/ Keeps me but a speck in the frost continuum/ If a man can endure the bitter winter of loss, then surely he can learn to wind back the clock/ If I were to write this down/ It would only come out in pictures/ Words are but reflection and I'm reaching out/ But this hole just keeps on getting deeper/ She bears the pain of guilt for what I have made her do/ She takes the very breath of the wind and sets it to glass/
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Reciprocity 09:57
Let me hand you my mind in time/ Piece by piece, So at least you can see I tried/ It would be all a matter of perspective/ If it could matter less to you/ If you crossed your heart before you split it what would I become? Will I shatter just how you like? So draw me into focus Turn the dial - here I am Read me carefully back to front Reciprocity Don't think I give you no Reciprocity I have been reluctant in Reciprocity I greet you with my paper-thin Reciprocity Let me hand you my mind in time/ Piece by piece, So at least you can see I tried/ It would be all a matter of perspective/ If it could matter less to you/ Burrow yourself in my brain and lay there until I awaken Where have you the rest of me? The ants keep drawing circles Careful or you might fall in Is there room down there for two? Reciprocity Shine your light searching for my Reciprocity Underneath the ice I force Reciprocity Struggling to replicate Reciprocity Let me hand you my mind in time/ Piece by Piece, So at least you can see I tried/ It would be all a matter of perspective/ If it could matter less to you/ Everywhere is everywhere else and/ everywhere is everywhere else/ He can never be loved/ By anyone when he holds on to all that is wrong/ He has this curse Which can't be forgiven/ His sins are fighting back/ Take him apart/ Pull out his heart and put it with all the others/ Feigned intention/ All for some attention/ Do you feel better now?/ Living out in the sun/ Isn't fun when there's no-one to pin it all on/ She hides behind a thin imagination/ What will she have me do?/ What will she have me do, if I said I loved you?/
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I hold my heart in my hands and take a bite/ That bitter taste of words sprays to the depths of my mind/ The end draws nearer with each beat/ and I hold my memory in place/ Everywhere is only everywhere else, and I lose myself/ I lose myself/ Do you remember a time we shared when we weren't so distant?/ I'm used to leaving shreds behind/ Perhaps I'll leave you/ I'll leave you two this time/ 'cause it'll never keep/ Keep you satisfied/ Unless I'm everywhere/ I'm everywhere at once/
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With every passing moment I am but a shift in time/ Reading lines of my own diction/ Exposing all that's inside/ The entirety of my actions are but a transparent facade/ They serve as futile distractions Clearing the choice of what to discard/ Whenever I look into you/ I'm only looking into myself/ They say I'll only be feeling better/ If only they knew what it's like/ You said you'd follow me until the end/ The end came too soon/ Every day's the same ritual/ However many masks it wears/ I'll never again assail your thoughts/ My heart is left a bloody mess/ Whenever I look into you/ I'm only looking into myself/ A heart for two is but an even cut/ One I'm just not willing to make/ So I keep it all to myself/ Protecting us for all our sakes/ I won't pretend that this didn't happen nor will I lie about this to my friends/ But I must keep moving forward/ I've no more feelings left to pretend/ Whenever I look into you/ I'm only looking into memory/ They have their place marked and pointed So there may be no mistake/ Here, just stand here, both my darlings/ You'll find peace when you awaken/ An empty box lies between them/ One that neither one holds the key/ They best not waste their time searching/ Each piece is worth more than they are/ Time no longer has any hold on my actions/
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She watches the world through this window/ But when I look out I see nothing/ It could be my eyes are protecting me from pain/ But when I close this curtain the feeling still remains/ If there were room here for two, would you reject my stay?/ Would you sit adjacently and talk about your day?/ So what can I hope for, If I open this door?/ And where would the world go tomorrow?/ I savour every second/ 'cause it might be a sudden end/ And even if it means nothing/ Even if it means nothing/ I savour every minute/ 'cause it might be the last I get/ And even if it means nothing/ Even if it means nothing/
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Tracing circles is something I do quite well/ Give me half a chance and I do it automatically/ But lately I've been having trouble differentiating/ Old forgotten memories are brought back/ Tearing holes in the paper and running the pencil flat/ So lately I've been trying not to Reminisce about you Hello are you alright?/ My dearest parasite/ She always talked about the fire/ She spoke of one burning for two/ I always knew she'd turn out a liar/ And now I trace the paper I'm put to/ Addiction from her art I derived/ Now I can't help feeling all love is contrived/ Undo the stitches, make me feel alive/ Give me a reason to sleep tonight/ I'm so sorry I became so distant/ I'm so sorry I was all to myself I'm so sorry I was shutting... everyone ...OUT My dearest parasite/ Will you be my friend tonight? My dearest parasite/
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I have a story that you may like to hear/ If you would be so kind as to lend me your ear/ Just don't wake me up/ This story starts in a forest on a lonely night/ Where in the mist I can make out a fading light/ Just don't wake me up/ So empty this hole in which we sin/ So empty your soul and let me in/ [X2] I see her there/ oblivious, she stares/ into a world/ that only she knows/ I try to speak with words running deep/ But she doesn't want to know of a world outside her own window/ So empty this hole in which we sin/ So empty your soul and let me in/ [X2] My story I'm afraid is coming to an end/ And we've just been tracing back to where we began/ Just don't wake me up/ So empty this hole in which we sin/ So empty your soul and let me in/ [X2] I wrote this down and hid it well/ Just a memory of a mutual hell/ Endure the pain through all the frost and hope the fire is never lost/
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Hello there, my love/ Let me write to you a word or two/ I feel a dull sensation/ The parasite's latched to my chest/ It catches drips of my fixation/ Keeping me depressed/ I channel all these memories/ Every one's an open door/ You've always stood right by the window/ In both my mind and yours/ I take all the inspiration/ All of it before it rains/ I throw colour on this canvas/ and your face shines through the frame/ A steel sky is drawn apart, pouring reflections from two broken hearts/ I hold the snow in my hands and I pray that I'm not the first one that you've taken away/ Tug at the strings that hold me/ Run me 'round a circle's face/ Though I no longer see you, you still put me in my place/ I'm aware of present irony/ If you recall, I found it hard to choose/ The flash in my mind spoke to me, though both decisions were to lose/ Belief in consequence/ And positive reactions/ You always were my love/ How am I to follow you up?/ They can never be loved by anyone when they hold on to everything/ They can never be loved by anyone when they keep holding on to everything that's gone/ [X2]

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released February 24, 2011

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